It’s time

Posted by Peach

Went to the gynea again. Mom went with me ‘cos she’s worried that I will be admitted straight away. ..told her otherwise, but she is still very concerned.

CTG checked that my contractions are not that regular. Cervix still not open (aiyo!). And the most crucial, my water level drop again! Dr said I must be induced today or tomorrow. Looks like I have no other choices. At least I should be thankful that I still can walk in to the hospital smiling, and not panic over sudden contractions.

So here am I, back at home, packing up all my stuff to bring to the hospital. After today, I won’t be alone in the room anymore. I have a life to take care for the next 21 years at least. Not sure how my delivery process will be…hope I am strong.

Will be reaching Mt A after 12am (21 Jan), still have a few hours more..

Today is supposed to be Dawn’s EDD, he didn’t call at all. I know I know, we are always waiting for each other. He waiting for me to call to tell him, I waiting for him to call to ask…what the heck. It’s his daughter leh, shouldn’t he be bothered to at least ask?

Took a peep over our house, he’s not in..may be in some pubs again..

Away from all these, my friends were excited for me! Rine and Na had been sms-ing me. H also encouraged me with his sms and calls. They are more excited than Dawn’s father.

It’s scary to think about the loniness inside the delivery ward. No warm hands to hold on, no whispers to my ears, no hugs..