Weakened

Posted by Peach

Asui~

It’s terribly hot these few days. I can’t stand the heat!

I am sweating more than I was before preggie.

A friend commented that I am “weakened”. That explain why I sweat so much.

What am I going to do?

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I wonder,

What’s the whole taboo about being a single mum? Being a divorcee? What’s the big deal?

Why people must assume everything under the sun?

Why people are just not sensitive enough?

I remembered when I stepped into the delivery ward, the nurse exclaimed “where’s your husband? All family members can only wait outside, only husband is allowed!” Hey, I don’t become a single mum as if I really like the idea you know? Out of the only choices that was left for me, this is of the better road. So can’t you people be more sensitive? And for goodness sake, stop that exclaimation! Do you need a loudhailer?

I met some people online. And the minute they came to know I am married, they stop talking. Hey, what’s that about? Married means the death sentence for making friends? Or maybe their agenda are questionable in the beginning…

So…being a single mum and a divorcee, I have to hide away in one corner and rot to death? Is there a place for people like me in this society?

Maybe I should start a single mum campaign or something like that…but I guess it will not work out here, just like the courtesy campaign. Bleah!