我喜欢。

我喜欢你的手放在我肩膀，象是担心我会消失一样。。。。

I wonder

I was wondering….

How many men in this earth will acknowledge their real feelings? Or rather, understand their own complex feelings?

Or do they know that they have feelings in the first place?

Do they know what they are feeling? Or neglecting real feelings is a way to display a masculine side of themselves?

Or is it that women are more complex in their feelings and emotions? Do they feel more than men? Do they think more than men?

Why are we made so differently? Why can’t men & women feel the same, think the same?

Why women always read between the lines and men always read the lines?

Why do women nag at their beloved? Why do men wants women to love them but never understand that women nag because they care?

Is there really no equal love? Why must it be always an unbalanced love relationship? Is it that when a woman loves a man too much, the man will take it for granted that the woman will stay and there’s no need for the romance that brought them together?

How to be that kind of woman whom the man will love, will respect, will cherish? How? What can make a man stay faithful, loving and not forget about romance in the journey?

What does man know about filling woman’s love tank? Why is woman’s love tank always depleted?

Why do women always have lots of “WHYS”? Why does man can’t stand the WHYS?

=(

Tired

It’s been quite some time since the last post.

It’s a tiring week. Work, work and more work…work that is never ending.

Had a week long event held in Regent Hotel. Helping a colleague with some on-site support. 7am to 6pm or later kind of thing. It’s tiring because of the running around for the first few days, the early days and the late nights, plus having to work from home every night till 11pm+.

But I’m happy. No complains. It keeps me occupied. No time to think things which makes me sad or unhappy.

Talking about Regent Hotel, do you know where it is? I am kind of sua-ku before this event as I never heard of this hotel. It’s a Four Seasons Hotel, okie! 有眼不识泰山！！On Monday when I first stepped into the hotel, my jaw nearly reach the ground. I thought it’s some 3-4 star business hotel like Traders, but I am so damn wrong! It’s so grand inside can! Especially the lights at the hotel lobby. And I like those glass lifts, it’s just so….just so …hotel lor..I have no other better words to describe.

However, there’s a “fault” in the hotel design. The 2nd and 3rd floor has transparent side railings. Girls wearing skirts or dresses will 走光 if walking or standing too near the railing. And of ‘cos clumsy me didn’t realise that till it was erm…too late..haha!

For the past 1 week, I had been eating..like a pig! Breakfast, morning teabreak, buffet lunch, afternoon teabreak. I can go without dinner for 3 of the nights…imagine that!

May is coming soon! Besides a busy month with lots of work, it’s a feasting month. I want my crabs!

Dawn went for her 5-in-1 injection on 20th Apr. I signed her up for the additional injection such as pneumococcal. Poor Dawn, 1 injection on each thigh…end up being very cranky for 2 days…can’t even make her smile or laugh.

Taking things for granted

When is the last time you appreciate your partner for the little things he or she does for you? Did you ever take notice? Or are you already taking things for granted?

Love is a decision. A decision to love. A decision to still love even after a major quarrel. A decision to create love by focusing the gentle things which your partner does for you. It’s not about the big gifts, the flowers or the money always..is about the actions done out of love.

Do you still remember the time when he hold you close because you were cold?

Do you still remember the time when he rubbed gently on your fingers so as to keep you warm?

Do you remember the time when he gave you a massage without you asking for one?

Do you remember the time when he called just to say he miss you?

Do you remember the time when he passed you a tissue when he knows that you felt sad for a movie?

Do you remember the time when he passed you a tissue right after your meal before you take out yours?

Do you remember the time when he said he does not want you to be disappointed?

Do you remember the time when he knew straight away that you were disappointed because of your tone?

Do you remember the time when he hold on to your hands to guide you to the seat in a dark cinema?

Do you remember the 1st time both of you hold hands? When and where?

There are so many things to remember..remember them well..bring them out again and again..it will make you felt so loved over and over again….

我怀念的

孙燕姿-我怀念的
作词：姚若龙 作曲：李偲菘

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁 记得
谁 忘了
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的 是无话不说
我怀念的 是一起作梦
我怀念的 是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁 忘了
我怀念的 是无言感动
我怀念的 是绝对炽热
我怀念的 是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔
我怀念的
我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假 洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

Weekend

It’s a long weekend with movies again!

Rented 3 DVDs for $10 from Music Junction. Finally managed to watch Pirates of the Carribean 1 & 2…yeah! Ready for Part 3 when it’s up in the cinemas!

I rented this movie called the “Coach Carter”. It’s based on true story. It’s suprising nice and I enjoyed the show very much! =)

Signz..I think my energy level is depleting…I badly need a holiday! Just a day, not having to think of anything…lazing around will just satisfy me.. I’m lazy…I know.. :[

想。。。。

有想我吗？

有。

今天早上？还是昨天晚上？

都有。（其实是每分每秒。。。。。）

哦。。。。

Holding hands

My focus suddenly stopped at the hands of a couple one day. Their hands were interlocked so tightly.

I was staring so hard at those hands.

And I was wondering when will someone hold mine so tightly?

Many couples had thought that holding hands are just a status of dating. However, holding hands significant something more than a status. Protection, security, love, warmth, assurance are those that I will feel. What do you feel when someone hold your hand?

Yes, I used to have a dream, or rather a “retirement plan”. No woman like the idea of being old. At least I don’t. However, picturing myself being old and yet having that someone to hold my hand so tightly just simply warmth me.

Will you be holding my hands when we are old?

Dawn’s growth progress

Dawn is only a 2.6kg baby when she is just borned. Now she is 4.9Kg and 63cm tall! =)Birth -> 4 weeks -> 6 weeks -> 10 weeks
2.6kg-> 3.9 kg -> 4.4 kg -> 4.9 kg
48cm -> 52cm -> 58cm -> 63cm

Must recover by Friday!

Someone made me to target that I should recover from my terrible cough by this coming Friday.

I asked for a reward to motivate me. I know, I know..it’s for my own good, I shouldn’t be asking for a reward for something which is for my own good, right? But of cos…the usual cheeky me..

I wish I get my reward! It’s something which will make me happy I am easily satisfied. Just bring me to a place which I will be happy. No, I won’t tell you where it will be