Archive for May, 2007
May
27
Posted by Peach
Yippeeeeeeee!
After a few weeks with no good movies (after Spiderman I mean), finally the spell is broken.
Hee-Haw! Pirates of the Carribean! It’s a nearly 3 hours show…so H & I decided to go Vivo Grand to pamper ourselves. ^_^v
Of course, the show doesn’t seems like a 3 hours show, because the sofa is just too comfy. No backaches! Coolz!
We went for another movie, Next; normal cinema seats, that is. Hiya, the show was alittle anti-climax at the end…everyone in the cinema were saying “chey!” LOL!
Yeah! more movies to catch these coming weeks…Shrek 3 & Ocean 13 & Fantastic 4! And Harry Porter!
I am a happy girl!
May
22
Posted by Peach
我感觉我的心有个洞。。。勇气慢慢的漏掉。。。
我感觉我的嘴角有个缺。。。笑容渐渐淡了。。。
我感觉我的眼角有个奉。。。再也装不下累积的淚水。。。
我感觉我的腿重了。。。前方的路变得好沉重。。。
好累。。。好累。。。
没力了。
May
21
Posted by Peach
Kor told me that I always have a choice in the things I do now. But he can’t convince me his point. I am too strongheaded that I am left with no other better choice many a times.If I have a choice, I don’t want a failed marriage. Do I have a choice?
If I have a choice, I don’t want to love. Do I have a choice?
If I have a choice, I don’t want to work. Do I have a choice?
If I have a choice, I want to go travel now. Do I have a choice?
If I have a choice, I want to have my own roof now. Do I have a choice?
If I have a choice, I want to have late nights with no curfew. Do I have a choice?
If I have a choice, can I turn back the clock and remake my decisions?
No choices. So?
Do I have to sit at one corner and cry to death? Or dig my own graveyard (which I already dug one via marriage)?
If I have a choice, can I have someone to just love me?
I don’t yield for sex, for goodness sake. I yield for love. I yield that you miss me, that you want to see me, that you want to hug me, and that you just want to cherish me.
Some woman never ask for love, but love always find them. Some woman yields so much, but it never finds them. And that’s me. Tough luck.
So what’s the choices I have? None.
Period.
May
20
Posted by Peach
Crabs Crabs Crabs!
It’s been more than a year since I ate crabs! I want my crabs!
And finally, met up with the gang to have a crab feast. So many places to chose from, decided to try the one in Ang Mo Kio.
We tried the 4 types of crabs - Chilli, black pepper, butter and crab bee hoon. Yum Yum!
Verdict?
The butter crab and the crab bee hoon is very good! Oh my, the butter gravy is so thick and nice; the soup from the crab been hoon is so tasty!
However, was quite disappointed with the chilli and black pepper crab though..I had tried better ones at other places.
232 Ang Mo Kio Ave 3 #01-1222
May
18
Posted by Peach
I wonder,
Why do people all look so stern and expression-less on the streets, in mrts, in bus etc?
Why is it so difficult to flash a smile when 2 pair of eyes meet?
I am gulity of that too.
It’s really the culture of the asians. Most of the whites will smile or return a smile to strangers. Why can’t we asians do the same? Are our smiles so different?
I do have my reserves, of cos. What if I smile, and the guy thought that I am interested in him? What if I smile, and the lady thought I am siao? What if I smile, and there’s actually a piece of vegetable stuck at my teeth? What if…. if…if..so many ifs!
Smiles can brighten someone’s day. Pass it on. Pass it on. Smile =)
May
17
Posted by Peach
Do you think that distance will make the heart fonder? Does not having to see each other frequently makes the hearts grow more love?
It doesn’t work for me. I need communication, I need to see, I need touch, and these will make my heart grow more love. Distance will only make me lose trust, lose confidence and enter into a state of denial. I will end up chosing to forgo and build a wall around so as to protect myself from being hurt. Instead of growing love, the love leak, because my love tank is not filled. I will start wondering whether the other party has already slag in the relationship and started to take my presence for granted.
Am I weird? Maybe I am. But I live with the principle that I do not want to regret if unforeseen things happened…why can’t human just treasure the people around as much as they can, instead chose to have distance and wished that “if only you had seen him/her yesterday before he/she left this world”?
Funny issn’t? Some prefer distance, some prefer closeness.
Which move your heart?
May
17
Posted by Peach
It’s another week again..Can’t believe it! Half of 2007 is passing right under my nose.
Busy with work…not sure whether I am drowning myself with work…I guess I am..kept telling boss “OK” for things she proposed for me to do….was still feeling welcome for more work…but yesterday and today suddenly felt a string of fustrations..couldn’t smile like I used to in office..hmm..better not make myself sulk at work..got to SMILE n WORK! What’s more tedious than the heartache that was drowning me for those months? Life is easier with smiles…
Went to the lawyer’s office today…I have got so many documents to go through! Baka!
I think I might be falling sick..which I hope not! Had headache for almost the whole day already! And suddenly throat became very itchy and kept coughing. H was pretty concerned and raised his tone to asked me to consult doctor..hmmm…
May
13
Posted by Peach
HAPPY MOTHERS’ DAY!!to myself……
how pathetic to wish myself…
May
07
Posted by Peach
Will you date a guy who you like/love?
OR
Will you date a guy who you have no feelings with but know that he is a much doting guy than the one whom you like/love?
May
06
Posted by Peach
My mobile phone prompted me that the sms inbox is full…wow! I kept 100+ messages in there.
Look through all the smses….memories flashed back…most of them were bad ones..
My mood changes…
I still can remember the helpless feelings…the helpless nights…the scenes flashbacks over and over again..
Once again, I saw myself sitted in the living room, alone & helpless, waiting for main door to open…waited…waited..but it never did.
All those pain, all those hurt came flowing back.
Who can feel what I felt?
Not that I treasure him still. But the hurt was painful…so painful that even the best remedy in the world can only lightened but never erase the pain.
I am scared of loniness. I fear the thought of having to wait helplessly again. I don’t want to step into that kind of situation again.
Do you understand what I feel?
