Busy Mommy

…… you.

When I was worried that we will have nothing to talk about in days to come, you said you will fill in the gap.

For those times when I thought that I had offered too much suggestions or opinions and was unsure whether you find me a nag, you said that my opinions and understanding has always mattered to you.

And that particular moment when I was afraid that I will go to hell instead of heaven, you told me not to worry, as you will be there with me.

When my smses to you seems to be crying for help and in distress, you called immediately to help me get past those confused emotions.

You chased after the little girl on our Sat and gave me those pockets of rest time, when you were also tired because of the hectic schedules of work and school through the week.

 You said you need to buy a new phone for me when a couple of smses between us never reach each other.

Many more words, many more things, many more moments. It’s the year of knowing you that brightens me.  Countless of msn history (Yes i have them!), loads of smses and lots of late night calls. Promise me, lets keep communicating, till the very last breath.

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Nov the 10th.  The very special date. For your courage and my courage. And the very nice dinner.

↓ Sakana, and the very nice dishes! Too bad I was not feeling very well, and didn’t have my beer.  Started coughing when I stole a few sips of Dear’s beer. Bleah!

“ 下雨啊，下雨啊！”

Dawn had her pretend play by using the plastic rack from the sterilizer.  Imaginative right?

She made her Popo and Gong Gong laughed so much with her actions.

We are still here..just that I am too caught up to have any time to post anything. 

Adapting my new working environment, attending events and drivng lessons are taking much of my time now.  I didn’t have much time to enter the fantasy of warhammer lately too.

I have many things to post about, most of the time many of my little thoughts and felts, which I treasure the time where I can write them down. I just need to manage my time better!

Some pretty pictures of Dawn! She loves being the little red riding hood.  Haha!

During one of the family dinner in July this year, Dawn had her first hands-on with Lego.  She seems to enjoy them very well, and she was 1.5 years old then.

Recently my parents went to Japan and bought a whole box of Lego for Dawn. And she loves playing with them!  Especially when building towers after towers with Grandpa and Papa.

Dawn at work :

Ouch! The flash light from the camera hurts!

Dawn’s first creation :

Dawn insisted to have the wheels at the top. That’s what they call kid’s creativity? hehe

My dept gave me a farewell lunch at Swenson a week before my last day.  On my very last day with the company, my managers gave me another treat in a Korean Restaurant.  Just nice, I had a craving for the stone pot rice. Yum Yum!

It was hard to make this decision to leave.  But when the act of giving the letter was done, everything seems easy enough.

I do still have feelings for this place.  Afterall, I had been there for 8.5 years. Not very very long, but it’s not short either.  That place saw me through my studies, bad economy where retrenched news were heard every now and then, my happy and heartbreaking times, my pregnancy and the growing moments of baby Dawn.

Well, I am looking forward to my new challenges.  Though every workplace has their pros and cons, I am quietly hoping that I can fit into the new place and job fast.

So, some memories of my little comfort area in that old place…

↑ My workstation.  The very 1st owner of this space, the pc, the phone and everything else! Saw Dawn’s picture? Those cutie photos perks me up when I was frustrated with the work.  She’s my little motivator ‘cos i need the money for her milk! haha!

↑ The little cosy pantry area in the training centre.

↑ I am going to miss these vending machines!

↑ Look at the biscuits/bread in the vending machine! Just nice for that little tea break.

↑ This is where my coffee was served every morning.

I bought some parting gifts for my colleagues.  Though they are simple gifts, I spent like 1 hour outside the store with Dear and Dawn, trying to pick out the gifts for 19 of them. Spent a few hours to stick the names, the personal notes and the magnets.  Dawn chipped in her help too, but most of the time she tried to peel out those stickers which I had already pasted properly.

↑ The front.

↑ The back.

I was worried that I will cry on my last day, you know those kind of feelings that you packed your once-messy table to a clean one?  Dear smsed me near to 5:30pm and told me to be bold. And I am glad I am.