Busy Mommy

Guess where I was @ Chistmas Eve?

I had a relaxing afternoon given by my dearest! He was secretive for many days, and even till the very day. And of ‘cos I was very cooperative, I didn’t insist him to tell me (but I did try to probe) Haha!

The massage was good and the experience of a massage in a couple’s room was something which I had wanted to try for very long.

Happy Christmas!!

The presents were placed neatly on my work desk when I returned to work after a day of leave…

…because we made it happen.

Fast as it can be, we had been together for 2 years.  Though cannot compare to my sister’s 12 years of marriage (which I envy leh! They are both still a sweet couple!), but we have both came a long way.

It wasn’t easy for any of us – me having to struggle with emotional baggages & burdens, plus all the worried thoughts that was resulted from the awful past experience; he having to do alot of explaining and convincing in the initial days, learning how to carry a baby and play like a kid, and rushed to send me home after a quick and short dinner because I have to be a Nine-derella.

I am not sure what’s in for us 50 years down the road, why him and why me, but I know there must be a reason for bringing us together.  Though we can have different perspective of things (and of 2 different extreme ends), I can’t help but notice that we can think of the same thing when we are physically at different places. Many a times, our smses met in the frequency realm because we both thought of each other and typed the SMS at the same time.

And so the relationship still smell so fresh everyday like breathing the morning dew, and the sweetness linger with the booster I need daily just like my coffee.

We are not able to meet on the actual day because he had class after work, and so we met 2 days later for a dinner.  The least expected, and the sweetest moment was, he walked towards me from his office building, with my favourite flower in his hands. Can’t stop smiling after that.

Big Sunflower ↓

We had a good dinner @ Thai Express Holland Village. The food is nice, service is good, and I still cannot forget the big meatball and the stuffed chicken. I had the fried Kway Tiao and he had his favourite Olive rice (with lots of chilli!).  I enjoyed the time of catching up and I think I talked alot that night…haha!

I still have many conversations that I want to hold.  I still want to travel around.  I want to share all the bits of my life.  All with him.  And of cos with Dawn.

Sunday Breakfast, a weekly affair for many but a rare occasion for us (for now).

Ya Kun Breakfast ~

Runny egg with pepper and soy sauce~

Kopi~

And of cos’ the Kaya + Butter Bread~

And Dawn showing how to enjoy the bread!

Changing the skin of blogs is no joke ><;

First the searching for a free suitable skin is a challenge. Free ones usually meant most of the skins will not have a 100% fit to what I most wanted for my blog.

Then looking at the codes and changing to best suit my needs is another challenge.  With no academy knowledge of all those codes, I have to self learn by google-ing or try and error.  Tedious.  The more I do, the more I regret that I didn’t study computer / programming / visual arts during my school days.

This is still not what I really want..but ok for now bah.

Yes, feeling very miserable now.

I am having Hives outbreak since Tuesday Night.  It’s super itchy, ugly and swollen. Had to return to the doc to take the jab today.  It was so painful taking the jab because my skin is already very sensitive to touch.

Doctor cannot determine the exact reason for this hives attack, which is usually the case because hives can be a result of many factors.  But he told me the my stress level, the contact to dusts due to site visit which I went on Tuesday afternoon could be the reason for this attack.

It’s all not worth it lo!  Have to work so hard to get the bread and butter, now still have to suffer because I wanted to be responsible in my work. 

Took some photos of the ugly hives..these are only part of the hives, imagine the whole body are full of these

No..I have not forgotten this place..nor did I forget my favourite rainbow…

Saw this when I stepped out of Sheraton Hotel after an event one day..I was exclaiming like a little child …

Not bad, my lousy camera on my mobile can still capture the rainbow!

I have nothing to expect…. because I am already contented.  Life may not be in that expected perfection, but is it a life or is it a journey?

This journey had been tough so far, but it could be much tougher without you.

I know I had burdened you somehow someway for sure, but you had always told me I had not.

Certain words are so hard to be said, to really describe the real feelings and thoughts within.

Tears are warm and they meant something more than joy.

The sunny flowers made me look like a silly girl infront of the delivery man (who is also the florist boss and his personal friend! -.-), but who will not feel silly-ly loved with the sight of the big bouquet?

Knowing that these flowers cannot be kept for long, who will still bear to spend that kind of money? I knew he did it for me.

Thanks baby, for this surprise (yah, good job for sending it on Thursday instead of Friday), for this to keep me smiling in the midst of the stressful job, for this thought, for this love.

↑ ↓ sunny flowers! 1 to cheer the day, 3 to say he loves me, 12 to say be happy cos he loves me! :p

Weeks before, I had some cheap thrill while we had a lazy afternoon.  Trying to see how well we can cooperate to make the heart shape with our hands.

First try :

Not too bad for a 1st-timer la, out of shaped..and a fat heart

Try again :

Nice boh! quite nice liao la! hand almost got cramp can?! it’s hard to do that and taking the photo using the phone!

Cheap thrill can be nice once a while..doing silly things together can be very fun too

Had an enjoyable christmas lunch at my sis’s place.  It’s such a nice feeling to have 8 of us plus little Dawn around the table.  I realised I enjoy this more than anything else.  It’s just amazing to have lots of conversation, warmth and food all at the same time.

Forgot to bring my camera to take the spread which sis had prepared for us. ><;

Dawn was busy posing for the camera with my elder sis on this warm christmas day.

…… you.

When I was worried that we will have nothing to talk about in days to come, you said you will fill in the gap.

For those times when I thought that I had offered too much suggestions or opinions and was unsure whether you find me a nag, you said that my opinions and understanding has always mattered to you.

And that particular moment when I was afraid that I will go to hell instead of heaven, you told me not to worry, as you will be there with me.

When my smses to you seems to be crying for help and in distress, you called immediately to help me get past those confused emotions.

You chased after the little girl on our Sat and gave me those pockets of rest time, when you were also tired because of the hectic schedules of work and school through the week.

 You said you need to buy a new phone for me when a couple of smses between us never reach each other.

Many more words, many more things, many more moments. It’s the year of knowing you that brightens me.  Countless of msn history (Yes i have them!), loads of smses and lots of late night calls. Promise me, lets keep communicating, till the very last breath.

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Nov the 10th.  The very special date. For your courage and my courage. And the very nice dinner.

↓ Sakana, and the very nice dishes! Too bad I was not feeling very well, and didn’t have my beer.  Started coughing when I stole a few sips of Dear’s beer. Bleah!